Longing for my eternity.Doomed to be feeling unwanted and uneeded Left to face the feral beast unarmed Lost to wander the desert in solitude Abandonned in the ocean to drownLonging for my eternity.
Hoplessly searching for salvation Wishing something would take my hand I limp toward my inevitable destruction Dragging my tattered soul behind
Cowering in the darkness of my mind Too afraid to reach out once more Past pain staying my hand to silence My true cowardice shows for all to see
Love's embrace only adds to my fear Treachery happens behind the scenes Tearing my heart with jagged claw
Not EnoughMy love to others I give my all Caring for many, I am sprawled Then torn apart when they let me fall when they step to the next stoneNot Enough
I'm there for them so long as they need My nuturing spirit to them I feed Through all their problems I selflessly lead till I'm left to fall alone
But not a one has held me dear Love me above all, kept me near A few of them even would laugh and jeer as I'm crying, laying prone
Not enough is what I am For all of you who I offer a hand As I help you all to understand then you leave me to go on alone.
Dear Paperok, paper here I am again to try to write some feelings now where should I begin? well first I hate my feelings just as I have before but this time I really think I hate them more because, as always they're plaguing all my thoughts stopping all productiveness freezing me on spot of course they're about a friend what else could you expect? but I know I don't really like them so really,what the heck? sure I know its just cause I just started to get to know little things about them so I guess its time to go and figure out how tDear Paper
societal warningthis world is hollow yet full of hate a consuming evil we can't negate to acknowledge it is to stare into despair but if you chose to ignore it then you should best beware because like a plague it infects us all some to the core while others put up a wall to protect themselves from this faceless menace but when it comes to the end we all must pay penance in this world there is evil but there's also some good its can be seen anywhere sometimes not understood someone helping a poor man who's just out of luck or yousocietal warning
Tidbits about love
High
I miss you, and I love you.
Check for messages on here now, myspace and gaia are both blocked.
BOOOO that.
love you,
Twitch
XOXOXOX
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Any loss due to: Clown infestation, stepping on dog doo, Leprosy, ringworm, a shoot-out or cow patties, is not the fault of this author. Please note OHIP covers all of these.
But it's still probably your fault.
Take Care.
-Zetsumei Kailius Aloseth, the man who would do anything for you.
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For your sake I hope heaven and hell are really there, but I wouldn't hold my breath. -Modest Mouse
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